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Name: Jenna
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Birthday: 11/30/1988
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004

This Journal is fucking dead....

 

 

 

toBADurBEAUTYfl.....AIM, if you're intrested...

 

 

Farewell.


Sunday, April 11, 2004

This..."holiday" sucked like woah....

My family, once again kept coming in my room every half hour to wake me up. It's really pissing me off. So when my mom walked in I'm like, since you keep walking in, why don't you just give me my candy....She goes, " I shot the Bunny last year...so no more candy or anything from now on." I'm like *dies* So that pissed me off more. I'm being deprived of my Easter rights as an American....

So then I got so pissed off since everyone is coming in my room...I got up, showered...Went to the grandparents. Pure hell. God it's unexplainable how boring and deadly that place is. Yeah.

So I come home, do nothing. Feel like poop. Talked to Pat who also feels like poop. *sad face* I want to cheer him up, I just don't know how. Aren't I pathetic? If anyone's got any ideas on how to cheer him up...send them my way. I'm not expecting much since it's the same people who leave comments on my xanga. I don't expect more comments from other people because I wrote that. And if you do....don't expect much from me.

I don't know why I'm rambling. These updates are a joke...I'm so boring I don't see how people can read my shit. And again...I don't know why I keep rambling....no point.

Later foo

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By Norma Jean
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Saturday, April 10, 2004

"No glove...No love." <--- Alex makes me laugh all kinds of crazy.

As always, everyone kept coming into my room ever half hour to wake me up. It's really pissing me off, I wish I had a lock on my door. So I get up about 1:45 still INSANLEY tired, I get up none the less... Shower...Called Pat later on and he was having a bunch of people over, so I of course went. Not until later on. He was s'pose to call me later when his dad got up. I was waiting all day for his call. Depressed, and bored cause I thought he forgot again. I waited until about 6:45. I didn't want to call him cause I thought I'd bother him but yeah....I called him...nonetheless. Yeah.

So I went over. A Certain Tragedy (their NEW band name that actually may stay that way.) were playing. They were pretty good tonight, until the end when they were just fucking around. Pat, Mikey, Shannon, Eller, Brandon, Margrate, Ian, Billy, and Joe Pote were there. Then came, Megan, Alex, Margrates brothers...John and Antman..then Ted and Adam and some girl came...(they partially make up the band Zero Theorem - Local band that may make it big) woot. 
Then ZT started to play and margrate was singing. Margrate is awesome woot. Before that, when I got there me and Margrate were gonna kick Poter's ass. *dances* cause we're awesome like that. Mikey greeted me as well. Cause WE'RE  MOST awesome too. Go us.
A bit later after ZT played more stuff...we went out side to see how the fire was going. hahah awhhh mannn. Most awesomest thing EVER. Someone thew a whole fucking couch in there.....The flames were at LEAST 13 feet high and at least 9 feet across. No lie. May not seem big, but for something that's in a small fire pit, and Pat's house just about catching on fire, it was greatness. Even more great was...Alex decides to jump through it. So he does, right in the middle of the huge flames. His hair is scorched and eyebrows were like burning off. His eye brow ring was like melting. Fucking hardcore. Most excellent.
Me and Poter were beating up on eachother all night. Shannon had a proposition. We make out, Joe Pote watches and she gets ten bucks.. I at LEAST get a nickle. Quite awesome at that. Yes I do need to expand my vocabulary because all I say is awesome. Oh well. That's just what I am.

Heh...nawh...I lied.

So I was Mikey's armrest all night. Quite fun. So was Megan. Mikey said I am his best MOST AWESOMEST FRIEND EVER. I rule. So me and Megan were doing our armresting job...and Mikey sticks out his hands and asks for low fives from us...we both spit our gum into his hands. We exceed maximum awesomness. Word.

Then after more pyro action, we went inside and the guys played. John DiVico and Pat played Silverchair's "freak." I was so fucking enthralled I could of wetted my panties. Yes, that's right.  I was having the most excellent time. Cause that song is the greatest. hmmm Eller kept poking me all night....and being nice and stuff. He was feeling the affect of the "after-stoned" feeling. *dances* He kept petting my hair cause it's all soft and what - not. I swear if he didn't get as many chicks as he does...I'd think he was homosexual. I heart these guys....

Tomorrow....I go to my grandparents....Pat goes to church *makes fun of him* ... Monday, I think is when my sister leaves for Italy....Ryan wants to go the movies, but Pat wants to go out...So I'm kinda stuck.... Some one help?

Tuesday.....I go to some person to take "tests" and get pills which I can't even swallow...watch it be fucking "effexor" (Megan told me how to spell it)  Fucking nuts.

UGH QUEER

NOW IM PISSED.

I don't know why...

Alex is moving to fucking UTAH. I have no clue why. This sucks massive cock man....*cries*

Yeah I don't feel like typing the rest.

My hair smells of smoke....I love it.

::Current tunage:: A Certain Tragedy and Zero Theroem in my head.


Thursday, April 08, 2004

First off, Sorry Ness, I left comments on your site, YOU NIGGER. Nawh I lied...But yeah I did leave comments, I'll I/M you cause I love you.....

Today My mom and dad kept coming in my room yelling at me to get out of bed. My sister woke me up cause she went on my computer. I kicked her ass out, then my computer froze, then I felt bad for kicking her out...

I got up at 2:45, sent and received songs from Mikey....Showered.

I looked at some skateboards online and found one from Shorty's that I liked, but instead my dad took me to Yo Dude Surf and Skate shop. The lady is real nice, I know her son and stuff. Well not personally but that doesn't matter. So then I bought a "Blind" one. The Grim Reaper. It's pretty nifty. I started and I fell a bunch of times, then these boys in my block helped me.

Tomorrow I want to go skateboarding with Kelly and Tara before Kelly leaves. But she's probably fucking around with Matt and what-not. So I'll have to call her tomorrow. hmm Yeah...

Pat's phone is busted. So I can't talk to him. *Sadness* hopefully we'll hang out soon. Woot! And maybe Monday, me, Ryan, and I invited Tara to go to the movies. Woot. Awesomeness. Yes.

Well, as for next year...It's either I stay at Wildwood, or I go to Holy Spirit. I really hate Wildwood, but I'm I dunno, shaken up about leaving...I don't know what to do....

So yeah this entry was shit.... I don't know what else to talk about. I don't really have any emotions right now....I'm bored, but yeah....Bleh.

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Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Today was greatness to the max times infinity...and all that jazz.

Slept till like two something then Kelly called and we decided to hang out.  I showered and what-not. Then went to Kelly's where her and Tara the Awesome was already waiting. I love my womens. We went to the rec. Played on the swings....Saw Joey who tackled hugged me. I was in shock cause it scared me. Then we walked to Carols and got yummy ice cream. On the way I was complaining like it was my job cause I didn't feel like walking. Then at the place I saw Antonio which I got all excited because I haven't seen him since Summer. Woot....We walked back, through the woods...down the path...then to this little house where I showed them where Mikey and Pat spray painted SHE. Awesomeness....Then we went back to Kelly's. Got there about 7:10. I took mad amounts of pictures so if anyone wants to see them, I/M me. Yeah...I got home and my brother is here which is awesome cause I haven't seen him in a while. I beleive tomorrow Pat and Mikey finally get out of school so I'll try to see them. woot. Yeah I'm going to go eat food now. yeah.....

Can't stress it enough...I love you womens!



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